Of Hatred, Family and Love

I'm trying to calm my nerves right now. I may appear calm in front of everyone but my insides are boiling hot. I hate my sister. She's a spoiled brat. I scolded her for being so untidy. I mean, she's a girl. She's supposed to be tidy(which is funny cuz. when I think about it, when I was young, I always go home covered in mud and dust...but I take a bath before diving into my bed! Besides, I don't disarrange stuff like her so, I was right in scolding her). Rest assured, my hatred for her won't last. After all, hatred is the acid that destroys the container in which it is stored more than the object on which it is poured. She's crying right now and everyone thinks I'm bad. Even E-man is shouting at me. As if I care. I have my own problems to think about. My father told me I should get a life. I will, all right. My sister's. [Evil laugh]

My father said that I was harsh and I shouldn't be because they(him and mom) weren't harsh to me. Right. At that point, I laughed my head off like some deranged maniac and kissed Eman, who was scared of me. Haha. See the scars on my legs, old prick. Oops. Shouldn't have said that. Now I sound uneducated.

I think I'll go anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in the tummy and hearts skipping beats...nah, that can't be safe.

Later.

Current playlist:
***All About the Money-Meja
***Bitch-Merdith Brooks
***You're so Vain-Carly Simon