Insignificance

I am writing today because I have no one to talk to... There's no one to have a meaningful conversation with, and that part of my life sucks right now. Thing is, I can't talk to my boyfriend because he has banned this topic already.

So here goes... I hate how in some days, nothing significant ever happens. And I hate how I don't follow my own advice about flirting, or catching a guy's attention! Why?

I'm starting to feel that he isn't really interested at all. He's just like Jake. I could totally accept it if he is going to go after me for sex, at least he is after me. But he's not after me in any way.

I miss over-analyzing things with someone...

I'm down. I'm not happy anymore.